I am grateful to everybody in this wonderful portal called Newgrounds which gave me a wonderful exposure to fantastic and immense pleasure about animation at and music .But now I must bade goodbye to Newgrounds , My paents teachers and the world.The world is too much to bear for me .I am really sorry for the ones who expected a lot fom me .Sorry buddies but that is all i had for the show .I will be gone within 2-3 hours being a burden for no one in the world .Bless you all and Best of luck Newgrounds.Com for the future and thanks for being a part of my life. Haters kudos to you You'l see no more of me now anymore after 5/4/2016 , becoz I will be really dead after this . so theis was the chapter of life of hreyas from 1993-2016
I am a Distracted person with heavy non specific imagination
Age 31
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Srishti School {Shitty School}
find me nywere in India
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Why are you so hell-bent on dying, if I may ask?
I am a dissapointment to myself my family and my institution.I would have a degree in BSc (Hons )in ANimation and Multimedia in September 2016.but the fact is i have no projects that have been completed by me and most importantly i have no job.My father and moother have gave me immense luxury to live in and I just dont want to dissappoint with my failing my course and joblessness .To avoid the future fucked up situation and horrible tragedy. I ve decided to end my life.
One: Don't you know there'd have been a number of people here on NG who would actually help and support you?
Two: Either they curse you for a short time because you have no job, or they curse you for life for taking their happiness away from them. Unless you had abusive parents like mine, killing yourself is no excuse for love.
Three: How sure are you that the future is doom and gloom? You don't know! Precisely, you don't know!
This happens today or never .I am tired of being unsuccessful for a long time .I dont actually want to think twice.I have wasted my life .
Sounds like you're a smart guy. why would you want to deprive the world of your talent?
I have no talent,i had one it wouldnt have come to this situation.I would have got a job.I have been jobless for months.My mom and dad expect highly of me .and with insufficient salary and even lesser jobs I see my self no where in the industry now.I am a waste a , glitch in the animation industry itself
If you're grateful, why leave? Why throw your one life away, if one life is all you might get? Do you truly believe you'll get something better if you leave this life? Or that you'll be making life better for anyone by going away?
Since you're posting this ahead of time, it feels like you want someone to stop you So I hope we succeed! Don't go! Stay strong, and alive, and make life all that you wish it to be while you have the opportunity! Whatever's weighing you down in this life, could be just as big a burden in whatever life comes after, or bigger, so why not lift it now while you have the chance? If you've hit rock bottom, it can only get better from here on. Don't give up hope!
I seriously have given up thought about staying alive, but thanks for your comment.
You have more talent then some of the guys. Hell you have more talent than me. Things might seem rough now but I know your parents care about you and would be happy to help you with whatever you need. Parents are hard on us because they want us to succeed but if we don't they are still there to help us through the rough times.
I'm sure that's exactly what they would do now
Art is hard. Life is Hard. Obstacles are meant to test our resolve to push forward.
Don't let these hardships get the better of you. Please think this through and consider the weight of this decision. Think of the people who genuinely care about you and the things you can be thankful for. We forget how much those things can outshine the dark.
I have to work hard and you really inspire me i saw your artworks and felt like I havent achieved anything as such.I have tons to achieve.So i am not dying until i achieve something great.
Surely your parents would care more about your being alive than your studies, or job? I know it's taken a lot of people a lot longer than 23 years to find their place in life too. I'm 26 myself, and still searching for acalling, but you never fail until you stop trying right? And how you perceive life is really up to you. The world is what you make it.
At my lowest point I reasoned that since you can't know what's after this life - with all the (most not so positive) possibilities there are, it's better to make the best of this one. When you have nothing to lose, you can really do whatever you want with what you have, too. Think about what you do have, rather than what you don't. Surely there's something to appreciate, and live for? I really hope you reconsider. NG's here for you.
Of course .I have to gain much more than just salvation.If NG 's here for me i m here for NG too. NG has produced such big stars I hope i wil reach higher than them sometime in life by working harder.Moreover NG is 100x times better than the ratchet facebook.
You are an artist. Is there a more wonderful thing on earth ?
I think you need to build a project, I mean the greatest project you ever made ! If all your projects are not completed, concentrate yourself on one ! The projects make people happy and that's why being an artist is already a reason you mustn't go !
People need your art, you make them happy, and by making them happy, you are making yourself happy, because happiness is contagious !
Furthermore, I think being an artist is already a success, but your only fail would be to end your days now ! Please, stay with us and continue your art ! Please, build yourself an amazing project, ask Newgrounds people help on this project if you're in need of help (that's why Newgrounds is awesome) ! Please stay in this wonderful world !
that is an excellent idea you ve sugested there. I will do as you have suggested as you are also among the ones who gave me knowledge about what stupidity i was about to commit.
I would never blame anyone for taking their own life, after all it's yours to do with as you please. I have a feeling you haven't been told that very much... if ever. If you're still around to read this I believe this situation came as a result of horrible parenting that caused you to distrust everyone to the point where you felt so alone that you decided this was the best option.
22 is very young, so much can be accomplished in one year, let alone that long. Personally I've never seriously considered killing myself, but I understand that at some point I will be tempted, and I vowed that no matter how hard that temptation is, I would just no and find another way.
If you're really that miserable why not take a walk? Take whatever supplies you can carry and walk somewhere far away, and take in the world around you. It would be like taking a hiatus from life instead of permanently ending it.
Your latter option is tremendous .Would definitely try it next time when i m low in life
What happened?
I was planning to attempt suicide.Now it's dealt .I am ok
Hreyas don't do it, please don't... life is full of ups and downs and disappointments, but there is always hope for all of us miserable souls... Please just reconsider it, we are here to help you, really, I'm not just saying it... Take a break, take a long trip and let you find yourself and what you really want to do in life. Your studies and your job aren't everything, they don't define who you are.
Good News to all My Friends parents acquaintances have come to me about this and consulted me about this horrible decision.My Suicide was interrupted .
Almost everything can be fixed if you're alive. Please don't do anything foolish. Let us be part of your life at least for a little bit longer.
I hope everything will be resolved, hang in there.
yes , it is , you were true.Now I have to be on my own on this journey called life .
you have plenty of time to pick up your feet man. don't compare yourself to others in terms of success. in the end no one really cares what you do or how much money you make. having a roof over your head and food is all that really matters.
I am now on my full senses .I understand why suicide is a pathetic option
Suicide is horrible mate. It's certainly not the only way out, why does a university education even matter? It doesn't.
Don't do it mate, suicide might get you out of this, but you are literally destroying the lives of those that love you, and even if you don't think so I can tell you that many people do love you.
thank you so much.It is becoz of your words that makes life a little bit easier.I hope i dont have to see this day again
Happy you're still here man. :) Good luck! Hope you rise to the top of the artistic food chain! I think everyone has the potential, but not everyone perseveres with what they're truly passionate about. Well, enough preaching... I'm just glad it worked out.
Yeah, FB are like a large faceless corporation, NG is like a secondary home.
I'm thrilled to hear you changed your mind. It really makes us feel like we're impacting someone's life in more than a tiny way. Just remember, life is a roller coaster. There will be more highs and lows, but it's our job to never quit.
I've been fortunate enough to have a good support system in my small family, but I'm feeling the pressure too. I'm basically at a point where I have to prove to everyone that my aspirations aren't just an excuse for me to slack off. It's the artist's classic dilemma, continue with your passion or pursue a traditional career? These questions can get so overwhelming at times that it clouds our judgement and makes us think this is what all of life is about.
I keep a book called "Into the Wild" by Jon Krakauer that tells the real story of a young man who didn't want to be bothered with the burden of material possessions and simply wanted to experience life. He traveled on his own to Alaska and... well... I won't spoil what happens. There is a movie too. It gave me a huge boost in perspective after learning what this man did to fulfill his dream.
I want to thank you for keeping an open mind until the very last second, if it were not for your willingness to reach out to others this could have ended very differently. Your story has inspired me. This is an important moment in your life, try to leave this blog here as evidence of your triumph. But if you wish to delete it, that's up to you.
Troisnyx
What did people do to you for you to feel like a burden to them?
You might as well talk about it and live, rather than die and cause endless misery to everyone else.
hreyas
thanks but i ve already decided it it's tonight or never .I will die tonigt no matter what happens