Currently looking at my portfolio and comparing it to others like my seniors and the juniors who have passed out this year.After a lot of speculations anfd rejections from company evne i agree to the fact that if i was to employ myself in the company , i would most probably reject .It really sucks and sucks even more as i have a degree and no skills .My Parents attitude is on an anticipation to the most basic question of what does my future hold .Well I have a plan which is more of a coward i believe ,moreover if anyone says i m childish , i wont dey to the fact as It may also be a reason for my alethargic attitude towards getting a job that pays.Sitting in home it feels like this is the end to the happy student life that I have been living for these odd 23 years. Sometimes i cry for hours during the night for my this state.I dont know why , but this makes me feel that either i m losing sanity or i am about to have some serious chronic psychological disorder