Here's a Character i tried Creating in flash

​I had some conception of how my character yousuf will be treated or accepted in the future , due to , of course the Current scenario ,Trump Supporters being Racially Violent and US government being strict towars it's immigration and entry policies , also  taking into consideration my past projects I am doubtful if this projected would be rejoiced by everyone here .i cant do much but just plead you guys to watch my project without keeping a grudge ,and focus more   on artistic and animation aspects that would be useful. As a normal dude i too have seen in facebook how bad the Web war of Commenting can go ,So please if you understand that i am sure i would be encouraged to bring up something more better than what FISTS AND FEET will be . The next one is Version 4

I DONT KNOW WHEN WILL I COMPLETE THIS I M ABOUT TO BLAST ,SO MANY CONCEPTS STILL IN THE PANDORA BOX YET SKILLS NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO CONVERT IT TO  A PROJECT LIKABLE ENOUGH .GOD ISNT GONNA DO ANYTHING THAT'S FOR SURE.I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO COMPLETE IT BUT THE PROBLEM IS THAT I M IN A PRETTY BAD SHAPE  MYSELF .I FEEL MY SKILLS HAVE ROLLED BACK TO  SQUARE 1 FROM THE POINT I HAD STARTED MY ANIMATION COURSE ,DEDICATON's ZERO AND IT's PRETTY DIFFICULT TO COMPLETE IT ANYHOW .

YOU HAD TO STEAL THOSE COOKIES ,DIDNT YOU???? YOU ELMO"S STEP BROTHER  COOKIE MONSTER

lets give it a name .lets not give it a thoughtful name that really pertains to a meaning , I made it without thinking anything, Just Random doodling , you know , .So if you come to visit my post here ,just suggest the first two words that come to your mind , join them by any preposition , but yeah , dont make it sounf d like something highly complicated and intellectual ,Only silly and crazy names accepted .Here's the Image Below

well i am a confused spirit , and at times it seems a little difficult to gather all the concenteration on just one thing .So as this is what my life has been running on , so at this point of time , when decision making requires a firm judgement, i am failing to choose between the options , all of them seem lucrative, moreover , i have done a course that doesnt target some specific sort of job , it takes into most of the creative job , so , during the course , i was like ill do this , and thath and that and that asnd so on , it is so lucrative , you just cant sacrifice on to go on to study other.

Now my poor desicion making is making further problems as , It has already been 6 months and i m jobless, Well it was my choice, i wanted to self study for some time and grow myself .But as the funding comes directly from parents and parents also do expect something , it becomes tough to take a decision that respects both parent-child opinion.ans in my family My father is short tempered ,and indireclty tortures my mother so that his desicion is valued .But let me tell you i m not a kid anymore ,he also told this when we got into an arguement session., so as i am not a kid or a teenager ,however the fear factor has become less , and it seems morally ok to me if he decides to kick me out of the house some day , more over , what more life is beyond this , and who would want to grow up to experience , diseases like , diabetes, arthiritis, alzheimers, bp fluctuation , etc .I dont want to discourage you , but is life worthful ahead in life , i mean , what worth is life ahead,?Once you get a job, you work like a donkey day and night a , after a few years then parents will nag and say ,marry, a few years later when are you going to have a kid , etc , It gives me a deep headache , thinking about all of this.Hell and Heaven arent two separate bodies , both of them exist on the earth like Yin and Yan ,but theres good in bad , and vice versa bad in good. Human life isnt any good , animal life is the best , at least their luxury doesnt cripple them so they expect more of it .UGGGGHHHHHH you see i m so highly confused !!! 

​how do you feel when you work day and night for a project continouusly for may be 5 days and then the software fails to give the output??if you dont lety me tell yoiu it is the worst feeling , I mean I worked my ass off for spooktacular and now this freaking Laptop just keeps crashing!!!!!.Damn it .THe bad softwares and slow computers are the main reasons for around 23% stress among the world population.seems irritating I cant do much more other than to wait  so that i can borrow some higher version of the software from someone , Hope i dont have to face another fuckin dud in the future. here's  a portion of it that could be rendered as a GIF

Currently looking at my portfolio and comparing it to others like my seniors and the juniors who have passed out this year.After a lot of speculations anfd rejections from company evne i agree to the fact that if i was to employ myself in the company , i would most probably reject .It really sucks and sucks even more as i have a degree and no skills .My Parents attitude is on an anticipation to the most basic question of what does my future hold .Well I have a plan which is more of a coward i believe ,moreover if anyone says i m childish , i wont dey to the fact as It may also be a reason for my alethargic attitude towards getting a job that pays.Sitting in home it feels like this is the end to the happy student life that I have been living for these odd 23 years. Sometimes i cry for hours during the night for my this state.I dont know why , but this makes me feel that either i m losing sanity or i am about to have some serious chronic psychological disorder 

ALONG with the Clock Day today is India's Independence Day , So wish you Both    

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Hey there all, I ve been super busy this summer yet.I ve been able to take out some time for My NG account and created some stuff for my audio segment.I reccomend you to check those out Now !!! , Yes  like at this instant . :D 

There are a couple of projects coming out during July -August including a Collaborative project which is due in July .The work is goin slow , but yeah i m trying to manage it.Life is Hard , so trying to handle it in the best way possible.  Infact you all must spend the summer travelling , working out and Enhancing the skills .This is the only time , other wise The Winters are a super lazy time  ,I frnakly dont feel like doing anything during that time.

Well Enough of talks Here's the link and remember If you watch one , you must watch the others too

 http://hreyas.newgrounds.com/audio/

alright 

buhbye C ya all